by Amelia M.L. Montes (ameliamontes.com)
Last
Wednesday, I was sitting in my office trying to concentrate on the work at
hand, but the sound of bells kept distracting me. They weren’t stopping, but growing increasingly louder. Finally, I looked out the window, and realized
the cacophony of chimes were coming from the direction of St. Thomas Aquinas
and St. Mary’s churches—all near campus.
Why? What is happening
today? Ahhh . . . perhaps the
Vatican has chosen a Pope. And
sure enough, I returned to my computer, clicked on the New York Times' online
website, and I was immediately connected to a live feed (the wonders of technology!). The camera focused on a cloud of white
smoke from a tiny chimney.
The camera then switched to thousands of people crowded into Vatican square, waving, pointing, clasping their hands.
The camera then switched to thousands of people crowded into Vatican square, waving, pointing, clasping their hands.
A few minutes later, another view of
the chimney was replaced with a view of the Vatican balcony. Soon, the curtains and
the Vatican balcony doors opened
and one of the cardinals made the announcement: Habemus Papem (“We have a Pope”).
A few minutes after that, we were introduced to Pope Francis (Jorge Mario Bergoglio), the first Latin American Pope from Argentina, and the first Jesuit to become Pope. I was amazed how in a matter of minutes, the bells, the computer, the chimney, the cameras: very old and new forms of communication came together to dispatch this news.
A few minutes after that, we were introduced to Pope Francis (Jorge Mario Bergoglio), the first Latin American Pope from Argentina, and the first Jesuit to become Pope. I was amazed how in a matter of minutes, the bells, the computer, the chimney, the cameras: very old and new forms of communication came together to dispatch this news.
My Mexican
immigrant parents brought me up Catholic during the “reign” of Pope John XXIII—the Pope responsible for the radical changes in the church, such as
changing the mass from Latin to English, requiring the priest to face the
congregation instead of praying with his back to the audience. My mother was very much against my
sister and I ever attending public schools. Even though it was a huge
sacrifice, my mother made sure there was always money to pay the Catholic
school tuition. Just a week ago,
in reading Sonia Sotomayor’s memoir, My
Beloved World, she writes about her mother: “She [Sonia’s mother] was the one who insisted we go to
Catholic School” (14). Perhaps this was more often the case among Latina
mothers coming from poor and working class backgrounds who believed that a Catholic
school education was the best education.
What I think is
interesting, is that my mother never questioned what “kind” of Catholicism we
were receiving in our working class Los Angeles town of Santa Fe Springs in the
1960s. And really, I wonder if there is much discussion about "kinds" of Catholicism. But I lived in Mexico and in the U.S. I lived a Catholicism in Mexico infused heavily with indigenous influences (my grandmother teaching me and giving me "limpias" or simple medicinal recipes with prayer). In my U.S. Catholicism, Mercy nuns ran our school—Mercy nuns from Northern California who were
fresh from the excitement of Pope John XXIII radically changing the church
(Vatican II). They were far from
the Mexican Cristero Catholic background
my mother had inherited. (To read
about the Cristero War, click here.) She was born in 1923 in Gomez Palacio,
Mexico. For the first ten years of
her life, she was caught up in the Cristero War. She watched her family and relatives hide Catholic priests
or “throw them over the roof to the next house” so that they would not be
killed by the government soldiers who were persecuting any priest holding
clandestine Catholic mass or other rituals in private homes (and this included
her home). Such an experience made
her very religious—never questioning its limitations. As a child, I marveled how
my mother’s face would be so transfixed in prayer, her fingers rubbing each
wooden bead, her lips mouthing the prayers or “mysteries” of the rosary, a
lullaby of words. My father, on
the other hand, was not coming from a Cristero background. Born in Guaymas,
Sonora, his father had attended the school where the future President of Mexico, Plutarco Elías Calles, was his teacher—a man who would be responsible for the
slaughter of thousands of Catholic priests and members. The family story goes (who knows if this is
myth or reality) that Calles chose my grandfather to be the student in charge
of bringing him a six-pack of beer in the afternoons. Perhaps Calles’ influence had something to do with my father
not at all being the passionate Catholic my mother has always been. Living with a devoted Catholic mother
and a lukewarm, almost agnostic father, provided me with two perspectives. Adding to this was Mexican Catholicism, my grandmother, the California Mercy
nuns and their interpretation of the Second Vatican council.
The Mercy nuns
were passionate about Vatican II. By
the time I reached the seventh grade classroom, these women were no longer
wearing the long many-layered nun’s habit, replete with the headpiece veil and
coif that covered everything except the face. I don’t remember seeing a nun’s ears in those early
elementary school days. I do remember conversations among students, speculating
whether nuns had ears at all. There were multiple layers in the habit causing a
nun’s approach and passing to sound and feel like a swirling phantasm. The woolen belt which included beads
(like a large rosary) swished and clinked with the heavy skirts. I try to imagine the freedom they must
have felt after the Vatican II council when they decided to forgo the heavy
uniform to wear a simple kerchief, a blouse and skirt, even pants. By the eighth grade, we were able to
see their ears. We were struck by how human they looked.
By 1971, Peruvian
theologian and Dominican priest, Gustavo Gutiérrez published his book A Theology of Liberation. In it,
Gutiérrez calls for “a sufficiently broad, rich, and intense revolutionary
praxis, with the participation of people of different viewpoints, [which] can
create the conditions for fruitful theory” so that the poor, the
disenfranchised, “make the transfer from a ‘naïve awareness’—which does not
deal with problems, gives too much value to the past, tends to accept mythical
explanations, and tends toward debate—to a ‘critical awareness’—which delves
into problems, is open to new ideas, replaces magical explanations with real
causes, and tends to dialogue. In
this process, which [Paolo] Freire calls ‘conscientization,’ the oppressed
reject the oppressive consciousness which dwells in them, become aware of their
situation, and find their own language.
They become, by themselves, less dependent and freer, as they commit
themselves to the transformation and building up of society . . . to exercise
their creative potential . . . which can be deepened, modified, reoriented, and
extended” (56-7).
And here in the
states (via Catholic school), I was also being influenced by Dorothy Day and the
artist/activist, Corita Kent.
Corita Kent, especially influenced me, because of her active role in social
justice and the Los Angeles art scene. Even today—we are still touched by
Corita, when we buy her “love” stamps.
Corita wrote: “Creativity belongs to the artist in
each of us. To create means to
relate. The root meaning of the
word ‘art’ is ‘to fit together’ and we all do this every day. Not all of us are painters, but we are
all artists. Each time we fit
things together, we are creating . . . That’s why people listen to music or
look at paintings—to get in touch with that wholeness.”
Later, in college,
graduate school, and in my present teaching, reading and re-reading the work of
Chicana feminist scholars, Gloria Anzaldúa, Chela Sandoval, Emma Pérez, Norma Alarcón, Norma Cantú, Ada Maria Isasi-Diaz and others, I am reminded of the earlier work of Gutiérrez
and other theologians I have studied such as Hans Kung. Here are some examples:
Anzaldúa speaks
of “the brown woman” who “surrenders all notions of safety, of the
familiar. Deconstruct,
construct. She becomes a nahual, able to transform herself into a
tree, a coyote, into another person. She learns to transform the small “I” into
the total Self: (from “La conciencia de la mestiza/Towards a New Consciousness”
in Borderlands/La Frontera:The New
Mestiza).
In her book, En la Lucha/In the Struggle: Elaborating a Mujeritsa Theology,
Professor of Theology and Ethics, Ada Maria Isasi-Diaz (Cuban American)
explains that “the process of conscientization . . . requires a strong spirit
of openness which presses us always to search deeper and more ardently for what
is true and what is good; it impels us to a liberative praxis that has as its
goal the creation of nonoppressive structures. This kind of openness is what humility is all about. Humility is not a matter of
self-effacement and self-negation but of being open always to new ways of being
responsible and of caring."
"Besides our own
communities, there are different communities that we Hispanic women must relate
to in our process of concientization.
There is the community of ‘the popular church,’ the community which
lives a Christianity that brings
together the tenets of Catholicism with those of Amerindian and African
religions as well as with the day-to-day struggle for survival of Hispanic
Women . . . the feminist
community, the African American community—especially the Womanist community,
the gay and lesbian community, the native American community, the Asian
American community, and so forth.
Our dialogue with these communities results in a deep praxis of
solidarity which resists any attempts to engage in horizontal violence."
Chela Sandoval
writes: “hegemonic feminist forms of resistance represent only other versions
of the forms of oppositional consciousness expressed within all liberation
movements active in the United States during the later half of the twentieth
century” (The Methodology of the
Oppressed, 3).
Sandoval takes
note of “all liberation movements" active from the 1960s through 1990s. Last Wednesday's bells, then, reminded me of this one specific movement (Vatican II) I experienced as
a child—experiencing and observing (transnationally) a
time of great change (“deconstruct/construct”). It led a number of us to a life of service through teaching, an insistence upon knowing all our histories: "a consciousness of the Borderlands" (Anzaldúa).
Lately, I observe we are living in a time of great resistance. The Mercy nuns and other orders interpreted Vatican II as a call for social justice, a call for being engaged with the world. Resistance to this focus began in 1978 with the election of John Paul II and it has continued to veer toward a more conservative orthodoxy. I think of the film "Chocolat" (released in 2000) that, in some ways, can be compared to where we are now (especially when Pope Francis invokes "demons" in his sermons). The eighteenth century Christian theologian, Jonathan Edwards, also comes to mind ("Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God"). Of late, the nuns have been criticized by the Vatican for their social work. Click here and here.) I cheer on, of course, these fearless nuns who helped raise me, who taught me to stay creative, to observe and take from a multitude of ideas and philosophies; to be, as Chicana feminist writer Gloria Anzaldúa (who was not a nun) says-- "to shift out of habitual formations; from convergent thinking . . . to divergent thinking . . . toward a more whole perspective, one that includes rather than excludes."
Lately, I observe we are living in a time of great resistance. The Mercy nuns and other orders interpreted Vatican II as a call for social justice, a call for being engaged with the world. Resistance to this focus began in 1978 with the election of John Paul II and it has continued to veer toward a more conservative orthodoxy. I think of the film "Chocolat" (released in 2000) that, in some ways, can be compared to where we are now (especially when Pope Francis invokes "demons" in his sermons). The eighteenth century Christian theologian, Jonathan Edwards, also comes to mind ("Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God"). Of late, the nuns have been criticized by the Vatican for their social work. Click here and here.) I cheer on, of course, these fearless nuns who helped raise me, who taught me to stay creative, to observe and take from a multitude of ideas and philosophies; to be, as Chicana feminist writer Gloria Anzaldúa (who was not a nun) says-- "to shift out of habitual formations; from convergent thinking . . . to divergent thinking . . . toward a more whole perspective, one that includes rather than excludes."
The Methodology of the Oppressed by Chela Sandoval |
The bells on
Wednesday ushered in a new Pope who seeks to align himself with the poor. Yet, he is not a Pope who was appointed
cardinal during Vatican II. His writings are hostile to the LGBTQ community (which include what the President of Argentina describes as a medieval view of LGBTQ adoptions). He has not been in agreement
with those theologians who feel it is time to consider women as priests, to consider priests having the freedom to marry. And will he attend to the Church’s sexual
abuses, the cover-ups, the inability to be honest/transparent with its own
inequities? Only time will tell. I keep thinking of the fleeting wonder of bells last Wednesday.
3 comments:
As always thank you for your time in sharing your experiences and insights. I recall a nun who taught me every Saturday during this time and eventually left because she was "too radical". I was young and just thought she was cool. She made the kids feel welcomed. I appreciate your blog and the remembrance.
Gracias "anonymous!" How lucky you were to have had that "radical" nun in your life.
This double-mindedness of the Catholic Church keeps confusing me. Sure, there are all these abuses and scandals going in within the Church, and sure, the Catholic Church, for a long time, really keeps up with conservative Christian ethics - and it is the conservative Christian ethics that are most controversial! But still, what attracts me about the Catholic Church is the teaching of love, forgiveness, repentance, sorrow. I am not raised Catholic; as a matter of fact, I am raised in a nonreligious household. Only recently have I explored religion in the United States, specifically Christianity. I attended a Southern Baptist church service before, and I also attended Catholic Mass quite a few times. For the most part, I enjoyed what I gained emotionally and intellectually, gave me an insightful way to look at the world. Because of the Church, I can now vocalize some of my deepest guilts and repent, so I can become more godly. I don't expect myself to be perfect. But striving for a good role model like God is what I admire about the Church. And then there goes all the naughty things that the Church seems to try to hide to appear righteous. Well, let's just hope that the Church do change, but whether they will vocalize their change to the public is a different story. Even if the Church changes or reforms, I doubt the Church should be pressed to announce their change to the public, simply because change comes from the heart, not from what one says. In other words, change can be observed from what one does in the world rather than what one says.
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