Stephen D. Gutierrez is the author of the recently-published The Mexican Man in His Backyard, Stories and Essays (Roan Press). This completes his trilogy of autobiographical and varied short stories he calls My Three-Volume BOXED Set. Elements (FC2), which won the Nilon Award from FC2, and Live from Fresno y Los (Bear Star Press), winner of an American Book Award, make up the rest of it. He has published both fiction and creative nonfiction in many magazines, anthologies and newspapers, including, most recently, New California Writing 2013 (Heyday Books), Catamaran Literary Reader, and Alaska Quarterly Review. He is at work on a new collection of stories based on his alter ego Walter C. Ramirez. Gutierrez has also written plays that have been performed in the San Francisco Bay Area and in Buffalo, New York. “Game Day” was the winner of the Maxim Mazumdar New Play Competition in the One-Act Category. He teaches fiction writing at California State University East Bay.
DANIEL OLIVAS: With The Mexican Man in His Backyard, you complete
a trilogy of books that focus on the people of Fresno and Los Angeles. Did you have a particular goal in writing
these three books?
STEPHEN GUTIERREZ: Not really. Only to put together some pieces that I
believed in and that hung together. They wouldn’t die. I wanted
them out there in book form. Of course, the fancier answer would be more
complicated and involved and literary, so let me at least try to be more
sophisticated: I wished to compile a cogent narrative using unorthodox and
orthodox techniques that captured the times and places of my life, and, by
extension, I hope, something about the spirit and flavor of my generation of
Mexican Americans. I wished for certain pieces to live – embellishing my
first answer – a little longer than their lifespans in the magazines they first
appeared in. I desired this because they seemed healthy compared to the
rest out there, the noted and honored and drooled over. ”The fine, the
great.” Well, there’s not really much that is great out there, the
accolades aside. But I sound really pissy and envious there, and I
am, everybody is. I wanted to write and publish My Three-Volume BOXED
Set because there’s some crazy shit in there like nobody else’s. ”Yup,
I gotta’ keep on and get this out there.” I kept repeating this kind of
encouragement to myself: ”I too belong in the library being filled by my
generation of American writers. I got to keep plugging away and working
because there aren’t enough Gutierrez’ in the stacks. I got to leave something
behind that says I lived.”
DO: Your
stories and essays drill down on what some might call those small,
everyday events that make up most of our lives. Yet out of these events (that
are simultaneously humorous and heartbreaking), your characters often
grow or come to some kind of understanding about themselves or the world around
them. What keeps you, as a writer,
within the bounds of ordinary lives as opposed to grander events and themes?
SG:
Small things in life are what tear me
apart as opposed to the great doings in the world at any given time. Let
me admit an awful truth: I don’t really care about Ukraine right now, or Syria,
or any given situation that people mumble in sympathy about. At least, I
don’t really feel that turmoil and pain those people must be experiencing, so I
couldn’t possibly imagine writing about these great events with any authority
or passion or concern. Granted, you might not be talking about political
events or extraordinary occurrences in the world at all, but about the enduring
themes we all live through or learn about: love, aging, death, etc.
My answer then is not surprising. All these truths can best be
approached by the way they most often present themselves, at least to me.
They enter stealthily, in subtle movements and gestures that signal more
about the unfathomable mysteries they contain than the bald fact of their
existence. Death in a coffin is nothing. Terror exposed in the eyes
of a grandmother who isn’t ready to go yet but denies fear of death, is
everything. I could go on and on. Life is symbolic, and is
revealing its great messages in coded moments incessantly, continually. I
like to think my antennae are up in the everyday world and foggy in the grand
sphere of the cosmos. I don’t get God. I get a burnt tortilla on
the worst day of your life being the end of it all.
DO: One
of my favorite pieces in your new collection is “La Muerte Hace Tortillas”
probably because it touches on that treacherous terrain of the father-son
relationship. Can you talk a little
about how that story came about?
SG:
It is autobiographical. My dad was afflicted with
a terrible disease early on, its aggravating symptoms appearing from the
time I was born to his wretched, painful, god-awful demise in a convalescent
room bed eighteen years later. A terrible end, just terrible.
He was embarrassing to me much of the time, and I was ashamed
of him. That is, I lived in fear of being embarrassed by him, so existed
in an unseen shroud of shame. It still covers me partly, but this answer
has enabled me to slip out from under it again, as I am able to
do with greater frequency, so thank you for that. My dad was a
hardworking, honorable man with a certain nobility to him because
of what he suffered and endured with grace and courage, all for his
family. But the rough times I speak of in that piece were rough.
Certain days seemed like gifts from the gods – God! did I mention God before? – and this piece honors one of those days, exploring
those tensions that rip the narrator apart usually but disappear
in the fact of love and joy here – of a perfect day, when Death and Sickness
and Despair do make tortillas, and tortillas are life. A crazy Chicano
activist threw the finger at us and I had to throw the finger back at
him is another answer.
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