By Daniel A. Olivas
In
the summer of 2018, I wrote a New York Times opinion piece about
my fictional response to Donald Trump’s election in the form of my 2017
dystopian short story “The Great Wall” where the President has finally
constructed his long-promised southern border wall, and used the adjoining
detention center to separate undocumented parents from their children. I argued
that a year after creating this fictional, horrific world, my dystopian tale
had essentially become a reality. In other words, for many immigrants and their
children, the dystopia was here.
But
it got worse. Trump flailed and sputtered—usually in late-night or
early-morning Tweets—attacking anyone who opposed his policies and laying blame
on others for failing to fulfill his promise to build the wall. He eventually unilaterally
highjacked billions of dollars of the military budget to fund his wall. Even
some Republicans were aghast at such self-help from an increasingly volatile
president.
A
year later, I believed that “dystopia” no longer fully described what we were
witnessing. In my mind, the irrational hatred aimed at immigrants by Trump and
his followers amounted to absurdity in its purest form. Merriam-Webster
defines “absurd” as “having no rational or orderly relationship to human life:
MEANINGLESS.” Under the Trump administration, we were certainly living in
absurd times.
For
over two decades, I had used fiction and poetry to depict and honor my Mexican
American culture and experience all the while taking aim at the systematic
bigotry my community has suffered for over two centuries in this country. But
Trump took it to a new level. Don’t get me wrong: his thuggish, ignorant
bigotry was nothing new. But to witness such unabashed hatred of immigrants—and
anyone who looked like an immigrant—proclaimed and implemented as policy at the
highest levels of our government in this day and age was flabbergasting.
So,
in the summer of 2019, I was inspired to write my first play, Waiting for
Godínez. Looking to Samuel Beckett’s iconic Godot play as the
framing of my tale, Estragon, Vladimir, Pozzo, and Lucky were now embodied in
my characters Jesús, Isabel, Piso, and Afortunada. In my play, Jesús is
kidnapped each night by ICE and put into a cage. But the immigration agents
forget to lock the cage, so Jesús escapes and makes his way back to Isabel as
they wait for Godínez in a city park. It is a wholly different play, of course,
but Mr. Beckett’s absurdist spirit runs through my work.
I
wrote it almost in a fever—it was the literary equivalent of a primal
scream. I immersed myself in Beckett’s text and watched many filmed versions of
the Godot play available online. According to my journal, I started
writing my play on July 23, 2019, with a working title of Waiting for Gómez.
On August 3, I changed the title to Waiting for
Godínez because, as I explained in my journal, it “fits better than
‘Gómez.’” The next day, I proclaimed in my notes: “Finished Waiting for
Godínez!” In other words, I wrote the play in 13 days.
I
then went about the business of submitting it to theatres and play
competitions. I had never written a play before, and I do not have an MFA. So, I
had to teach myself how to write a play and then figure out how to get someone
to read it. In my research, Playwrights’ Arena looked like a potential home for
what I was trying to do, so I submitted my play on August 7, 2019. The odds
were stacked against me. But then remarkably, ten months later, I received an
email invitation for my play to be included in Playwrights’ Arena 2020 Summer
Series. I was suddenly a playwright.
That
acceptance resulted in Waiting for Godínez being read on July 5, 2020,
via Zoom, by professional actors and directed by Dr. Daphnie Sicre, a drama
professor at Loyola Marymount University. I was bitten by the playwriting bug,
and there was no turning back. I was invited the next month to submit a new
draft of my play that addressed several notes made by Playwrights’ Arena’s artistic
director, Jon Lawrence Rivera, and literary managers, Jaisey Bates and Zharia
O’Neal. I quickly turned around a new draft and submitted it. But as I had
learned from my research, there was no assurance that Playwrights’ Arena would
make the commitment to fully stage my play. I was fine with that. My experience
was already beyond anything I could have imagined, and I felt deeply gratified
that my artistic challenge to our country’s anti-immigrant policies reached an
audience, albeit a small one.
I
started on a second play as part of a playwriting group sponsored by another
local theatre. Then in November 2020, I received an email from Playwrights’
Arena asking for a Zoom meeting to discuss Waiting for Godínez. We were,
at that point, well into the pandemic without widely available vaccines. In-person
theatre was almost non-existent except for a few pandemic-friendly productions
such as Playwrights’ Arena’s Garage Theatre where a small audience could watch
a live play from the safety of their cars.
At
the meeting, Jon gave me the wonderful news that Playwrights’ Arena wanted to
produce Waiting for Godínez but I might have to wait a year or two for
that to happen. Alternatively, I could rewrite it into a shorter, pandemic
version—essentially trimming it by half—for a Garage Theatre-style production for
the summer of 2021. After consulting with my director, Dr. Sicre, and my wife
(not in that order), I decided to take on the challenge and rewrite my play for
an earlier production.
The
result is Waiting, which I like to call my pandemic remix of Waiting
for Godínez. It is about half as long as the original, and the pandemic is
now part of the storyline. In fact, the pandemic theme served an important role
in helping me to trim and rewrite it into a shorter play that maintained the
spirit of the original but that stood on its own as a separate and new
theatrical work.
And
as Playwrights’ Arena’s production of Waiting moves forward, we are
still witnessing the residual violence done to immigrant families by the Trump
administration. And the current administration—though eons better than the
last—is still grappling with the harsh realities of a broken immigration system
and the cruel politicization of the border.
Through
absurdist humor, I hope that my play shines a bright light on the human rights
tragedy suffered by immigrants while also humanizing that suffering. My goal is
to give a voice and face to those members of our community who deserve to be
respected and appreciated for their humanity. In other words, though I looked
to Beckett’s absurdist theatre for inspiration, I actually do believe that
there is something to be done. The alternative is too much for me to accept.
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Waiting will have its
world premiere on Saturday, July 24, and will run through August 15, 2021, at
the Atwater Village Theatre,
3269 Casitas Ave., Los Angeles, CA 90039. For show times and ticket information,
visit Playwrights’ Arena’s page for this play.
Tickets are now available.